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I hate life
Topic Started: Nov 22 2005, 04:46 PM (524 Views)
Frankie
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I thought I would finally let some of you see my true self. Just because right now I have been having a hard time in life. So I will let you in on whats been going on.

At the end of the summer I was put in a Psychatric Ward because of a Suicide Attempt I sunk to a low that i've never really sunk too before. A month later I was released and returned to my Grade Twelve year at school late. This is when I started to get involved into heavy dope smokeing. I would skip class and not give a hell of what might happen. Until early November where I made a mistake and got in a fight with a Grade Nine and broke his nose and then got caught with Marijuwana possession. I got charged with three counts which included Traffiking, Possession and Assault. I also got expelled from school.

So this leaves me finishing my last six credits of high school at home through correspondance. If you don't know what correspondance is, it's when you work at home and e-mail all your work in by e-mail and you have to self teach yourself. The worst is i've disappointed my parents and more myself.

So now theres this girl I like, shes from Air Cadets. I am a member of Air Cadets, I'm a Lance Corporal. I like a girl who is a Sergent. We barely talk but over MSN, until the other night where we had a strong conversation and a long conversation over msn. I started to like her more and more so I wrote a e-mail which took me a hour to write and she wrote back saying she was going to e-mail me and that i'm the first person shes met in life who actually can talk intelligent and has meaning in their words. Her writing me back and saying that, madem e crazy for her. I have no idea what to do, how to talk to her more, if I should phone her, or e-mail her again. My life sucks and i'm weak and I need some strong advice :(
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Dark Knight
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Dude i don't know what to say.........man........You are not weak dude.Things happen for a reason..it will get better later in life.you WILL pull thr it
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Rockman
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Well don't stop!
Freakin call her and ask her to go out or something.
The only thing you have to worry about is a no, and an I don't like you like that.
Thats ok, don't let that get you down. Theres always another.
If you talk to her, and are open, then she will like you back.
But sitting back and not doing anything will not get you anywhere.
She'll think you lost interest in her!

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Frankie
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But like, in her e-mail she says I look forward to talking to you more. Do you think thats a hint?
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* Itagaki Manabu
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no way thats like when your on the phone and they say see you soon but then they phone you in like 3 days but just phone her after uve sent her another email about how you feel about her first good luke i now it will go right ^_^
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This is the e-mail she wrote me:

Hey Frankie,
i was actually going to write you an email myself tonight. i don't know why though, i really did enjoy talking to you last night. it was nice to talk to someone about something other than people being bitches and listene\ing to people talk about their girlfrinds or boyfriends. you're awsome to talk to cuz you have a depth to your words. i don't think i have ever had a conversation like that on msn before. i don't think i've ever had a conversation with anybody before who had theat much meaning and wisdom behind their words. so im just writing to say thanks for talking and listening (although im not sure if you actually did or not) to me. i look foreward to talking to you more often...now that i know you can have an intelligent conversation lol so anyways ttyl gtg buh bye


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* Itagaki Manabu
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god you should so go for it man i mean how much more can she complament you and there is no harm even if she says no u will just be friends so what there are plenty more fish in the sea lol but go for it mate no harm
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Frankie
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I need more help then that:(
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ok just ask the girl out and such a d***h**d in my topic thank u!
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I'll be by your side whenever you fall in the dead of night.

you should ask her out, i mean, if you don't you're just at the same place you were before, who knows, she could be your one true love :wub:

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I thought you were nine...
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Frankie
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More like 18 <_< Idiots...
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Sam
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It takes a mere second for treasure to turn to trash.

Eh... I've "counselled" about 4 people over AIM. Might as well give it a shot here.



You're not a bad person. You aren't the only one with a dark past. Many people try suicidal attempts or try to. If you want to get back a hold on life than drop the damn cigarrette and do what you need to do! Nobody is going to love you, or look at you without being disgusted if you don't stop. This person, I recongize you have feelings for her in a way. I would continuously pay attention to what she says and try and be there for her. Fighting and breaking somebodies nose is not a thing to do. Just because you'll look cool in front of you're pot buddies doesn't mean you need to smash some kids nose in and get expelled from school. If the little bitch is insulting you don't worry about it... Don't let anyone insult you, especially if they are younger than you. Don't think you have the worst life ever. Trust me, I've seen far far worse. Put the damn drugs down, go to a treatment center, get help. FIX you're fixation on drugs, and go freak all you're friends. Are they actually you're friend and give you advice? I'm guessing not. I bet they just give marijuana to you and you give that to them. Do they actually help you when something bad happens to you? I'm guessing not. It's so damn easy to fix you're problem yet you're too damn high or having a cry party that you don't do something about it! Visit a counsellor, go to a treatment center. FIX you're problem and get a new hold on life!


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You are not bad dude in life there is ups and downs. lthough you caused to many downs but you will get ups soon.
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